Gosh people I woke this morning feeling awesome, You know it wasn't always like this, there'd be morning I'd wake feeling like dirt. I mean hands and feet would be swollen from my abussive use of meth the only thought on my mind was can I afford to get more drugs today. I'll tell you that is a misserable life. I use to think that being a night person was fun and the thing to be, That wasn't a life at least I came to understand that being high all the time and living in the dark wasn't a life at all. I thought I was happy for a long time and even though I was lonely my heart was sad and for most of my adult life I only listened to my heart when it suited my addiction?
I want any addict that might be reading my blog to know that freeing your life from additive behavior is painless and looking back on my life the way it was? that makes me sad but yet I'm so proud of myself.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
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